today was good. i went running, twice in one week! many people are still in shock. the good manager at work quit. now for the part no one will understand: kris made me do USRs three times today, crazy bitch. some of the clothes were out of my reach because i am a midget. however, the reason i did not replenish them was not because of my height disability but because i made a conscious decision not to supply people with clothes that are ugly. so after i went running, i ate taquitos. my fridge is actually stocked with good food at the moment. all of it is leftover from restaurants and from houses though, and will not last more than 2 more days. i had white castle today. some people will understand the importance of that. it was a big deal. i want mtv to bring undressed back. how else will little children learn the actual purpose of shower heads and that you can always fix lopsided boobs with a sand-filled bra. it was an educational show and id hate to see others miss out. this summer is going to be a lot different than last year. i hope its good though. the parts that ill be home for at least. those are the most important for everybody anyway. hahaha!!!!!!!! we're buying my new bed tomorrow. it will be spacious and leather, ill actually fit in it and can have sleepovers or maybe just have nights where i dont fall out of it. i still have paint on my leg from painting the deck. im so proud of all the physical activity ive been doing lately. less than a month till im legal. i fucking hate birthdays. i dont understand why 18 is such a big deal. its not like you can do anything new. every year i between 17 and 21 is a waste. work is turning me into a teeny bopper, its ridiculous, get this music out of my head. and i do like most of the people, but there are some that require me to lower myself so much so that i feel like i should just bring in a pineapple and have to speak in the conversation for me. some of the people are so retarded that there's an actual time delay during which i am blankly stared at while their brains process that i just said hi. whatever i signed myself up for that shit.