*sigh* today was horrible. i dont feel good about anything anymore. i dont know what to do....should i follow what jeff told me to do, or switch paths and see where that leads me....i feel so lost. and i feel so unmotivated...i feel like i dont have the motivation to do anything anymore. even eating food. ive eaten less in the past 24 hours than i eat in an average meal on normal circumstances.....i dont know whats happening to me...i hope i can get through this. God, help me......