Anger

Listening to: Dimmu Borgir
Feeling: aggressive
Sometimes it seems like the only way I can do anything right in this world is to get severely pissed off at it. When most people get angry, they are filled with heated emotion, their mind goes wild and they lose sigh of everything around them. Me, when I get angry, my mind becomes a completely blank slate, I become more focused and aware, and I seem to give off an aura of determination. It fills me with a sweet silent darkness, an emptyness that I feel only when I get pissed off, and sometimes I wonder if maybe I shouldn't just stay pissed at the world, it might make my life easier. I have no idea where I was going with this, I think it was just something I needed to vent so, there it is.
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So what are you pissed at now and should I bother to worry about you anymore?
I too wonder the same thing, it seems to be the only time that I can get anyone to acknowledge my existance. Only when I give in to the rage....otherwise my voice seems to fall into the abyss, without any answer.