this relationship is going entirely too quickly, i've completely fallen head over heels for this girl and would do anything for her, it's scary. Most of my fear is starting to subside though, we've been doing a lot of talking, and she's just as enthralled with me as I am with her, and she doesn't ever want to lose me no matter what, and that scares her because she's almost willing to give up everything that she's wanted to do with her life just for me, but if she ever did that I'd beat her. we both have lives to live, and if she ever gave up her life, if she ever gave herself up then she'd be giving up a piece of herself that makes me love her so much. we'll both continue on with our plans in life, and as things are looking, after we've done the things we must that bring us apart, then we'll be together for a very very long time.