My Own killings

You say lies to me and I believe you You cut me open and pull out my heart You tell me to give it to you So I do You put it in your pocket for save keeping You tell me you like me too Two weeks later You kill it You take it out and stomp on it Then you put it back You put it back in me With a dull blade like the first time Then you sew me up You expect me to live Live like nothing ever happened But something did happen I will never forget what happened I will remember Remember when my first love killed me.
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we always remember when our first love kills us. always&forever.


but isn't that all we can do? to remember? memories are just something more to remember, and nothing more.

so we keeps our heads up, and it's okayy when what we see above us is more darkness. because we know that everything will be okay in the end. if everything is not okay, then we'll know that it isn't the end.


♥verena
bleh. i'm so sorryy for myy rambling comment.

it seems like i am trying to convince myself more than youu.

i feel it
Fucking douche I hate you mother fucker
thank youu for yourr believing in me.

question: how do youu tell a boyy [or someone] that youu don't love him as someone more than a friend? how do youu tell him that he's kinda annoying youu for continuing to tryy?

bleh. i feel like crap right now.
and i dunno. youu seemed like the person to ask. answer me, but onlyy if youu like.

♥verena