It has been a shit long time since I been on here. Damn so much has happened I dont have time to say now but I miss this thing... I also wrote this: Ahh... Suspended from school yet again... But see when you get suspended from school, you are suspended of life. I cant be without the outside world. My life sinks into a neverending hole. The blackness in my life takes over. I am nothing. I am no one. I am not home now nor do I want to be. Home=Hell. Please let me back to school. Please... You don't understand how hard it is out here... You dont have any Idea... I won't smoke anymore pot... I won't. I will apologize to those kids I beat up. I will apologize... You must help me... Let me come back my life is on suspension along with myself...