Today was the worst day ever.. i just kinda walked through..dont really no what happened!! but ehh..what ever! the tears were in my eyes all day.. i went to sleep with them..i woke up wit them.. they never went away! so i was sitting in spanish after lunch..and Jullian is liek r u ok...and im like ya im fine.. tehn he smiles his realy big smile and icant help but to smile.. it annoyed me he asked but somthing about hsi smile was just..i dunno... then i went to the bathroom in last hour..and i went in there in my mood. and there was no soap..and the girl in ther eis like ya there is no soap.. and im liek god that sucks.. and shes like well do u want some hand sanitizer?? and i was like omg ya thanks...something about atht jsut made me feel better... shes waS soo nice.. she didnt have to do taht.. but seh did.. she didnt no me.. i duno it jsut amazed me.. then i was excited b/c me and my dad were gunna go driving and he hasnt been acting like himself latly so i was like mayb this wont b bad...i was wrong!! god!! so then i started crying in front of him.. but when he thougnt iwas b/c of him..i yelled at him.. b.c itsnot he just set me off.. o then he tried to hug me.. i was likke god damn what is with guys!! ~*Kisses*~korkie