So i thought it all went away. u no i thought we were friends and everything was good. granite we dont hate..or excuse me u never hated me..at least we speak now. and i no that the way i feel isnt b/c of u. i no its b/c of my schedual and shit like that as well. but a while ago when we started talking or what not. i was like oo its ok. she has nothing to do whith the way im feeling right now.. but i relized on homecoming that u do. it just takes time for me to relize it now. B/c i want to be friends with you. u no i dont want to have to try to dodge u or have to not look forward to going somewhere that your gunna be. but homecoming made me relized that while i felt this way. u however did not. and maybe i was wrong. maybe nothing ever actually changed. it just hurt me..a lot and i was remided of it..just a second ago..and how much it hurts. i mean i never ever just exclude u.. or anythign even though i dont feel close to you. but u did that. and i no that i shouldnt care..but i do. and it hurts. but ill have to get over it. b/c im dont no what is wrong with me. and i like where i am right now. and ur not changing...so...i have to deal. bye.