to wish there was more to you and me

So Travis just imed me. and this is interesting. i forgot how easy of a peson he is to talk to. This is a censored conversation. rougeprophet1: hey i just heard the dawson's theme, it made me think of you, j/w how you doing? Auto response from hyperbtch123: ~*&@^@tanning~@&*#)$ hyperbtch123: ooo thats sweet! hyperbtch123: im alright and urself? rougeprophet1: hanging in there rougeprophet1: life treating you good? hyperbtch123: depends on the day. rougeprophet1: i know what you mean hyperbtch123: yea. hyperbtch123: u have any big college plans rougeprophet1: meremac then webster, so far hyperbtch123: oo tight. rougeprophet1: yeah rougeprophet1: anything exciting to tell? hyperbtch123: umm no not really. my homecoming is saturday... i woundt go straight to exciting. rougeprophet1: homecomming eh? didnt i go with you last year? hyperbtch123: no. rougeprophet1: what was that dance? hyperbtch123: winter dance rougeprophet1: ok rougeprophet1: who you going with? hyperbtch123: no one.. first dance ever. rougeprophet1: no bf!!!!? hyperbtch123: no. rougeprophet1: im sorry hyperbtch123: yea im living. rougeprophet1: lol still got your famous sarcasim though hyperbtch123: do i really seem like the kidna girl that enjoys having a boyfriend anyway. hyperbtch123: yeah that'll never go away. rougeprophet1: lol i guess not hyperbtch123: yea. i suppose that is kinda chaning though.. im kinda growing out of the whole jaded since i was 10 thing hyperbtch123: and into a more ok so now what do i do stage of my life rougeprophet1: lol i know the feeling rougeprophet1: im accualy somewhat scare of the future hyperbtch123: im very scared. hyperbtch123: why are u scared? rougeprophet1: i hear stories alot of adults tell saying about some crazy times and stuff, im comfortable here, gonna miss high school, plus i guess im scared of mortality in general hyperbtch123: yea i get that. im very comfortable in high school hyperbtch123: surronded by people i no care. and people who no my reputaiton and dont except to little or much from me rougeprophet1: yeah i know what you mean rougeprophet1: sorry i was having the same conversation with my dad hyperbtch123: oo its cool! rougeprophet1: you still got friends dont you? hyperbtch123: yes. why do u ask that? rougeprophet1: it seems that friends help get through stuff like this hyperbtch123: yes. i have fucking amazing friends. hyperbtch123: the same as last year. actually rougeprophet1: i gained back alot of my old friends back hyperbtch123: which is wierd fro me b/c i have never kept friends for long. hyperbtch123: bobby> rougeprophet1: hell no..........still an pompus asshole prick rougeprophet1: no some friends i didnt hang out with between soph and near end of last year hyperbtch123: oo yea. alex went to prom with him. we hung out a couple of times around then. he seemed ok. but i never liked him in the first place. so rougeprophet1: yeah rougeprophet1: he's such a fag hyperbtch123: haha rougeprophet1: serriously hyperbtch123: i belive you. rougeprophet1: but my friends really make me feel wanted, i havent been able to hang with them since the season started till last sat, they were so happy to see me again hyperbtch123: oo well thats good. rougeprophet1: yeah hyperbtch123: you feel like u have a place your wanted. rougeprophet1: yup hyperbtch123: do u still play football? rougeprophet1: yeah hyperbtch123: i heard you were guys lost to parkway south hyperbtch123: friday. rougeprophet1: yeah hyperbtch123: they were really proud of themselves hyperbtch123: b/c u guys were supposed to be good. rougeprophet1: they should be rougeprophet1: we were ranked #1 in the area, but we were overrated hyperbtch123: o i c hyperbtch123: it was there homecoming though so its good that they won. rougeprophet1: yeah i guess hyperbtch123: well its good for them hyperbtch123: not for you hyperbtch123: sily rougeprophet1: lol hyperbtch123: so do u have any special girl in your life? rougeprophet1: no not at the moment hyperbtch123: oo rougeprophet1: yeah hyperbtch123: still paintballing? rougeprophet1: accualy not for a while but im just getting back to it now hyperbtch123: thats good. hyperbtch123: oo i did think of you the other day. i went up to lindenwood to see alex sister. and i was talking to her and she was telling me how her roomate who i new last year's boyfriend broke up with her b.c she was a bitch rougeprophet1: lol hyperbtch123: i was like been there had that done. hyperbtch123: it made me laugh rougeprophet1: lol that is funny hyperbtch123: anyway....why did u hear the dawsons theme song? rougeprophet1: i was at sam's club hyperbtch123: where u watching dawsons creek? hyperbtch123: oo... rougeprophet1: yeah rougeprophet1: come on u really didnt think id watch that crap did you? hyperbtch123: ahhhhhhhhhhhh hyperbtch123: ooooo im hurt hyperbtch123: LOL rougeprophet1: j/k hyperbtch123: that is just about hte most stress releaving thing ever. hyperbtch123: u should try it. rougeprophet1: well you should try one of my 2 fav stress relivers hyperbtch123: oo and what are they? rougeprophet1: paintball and weed hyperbtch123: weed good hyperbtch123: paintball idunno rougeprophet1: you started to smoke rougeprophet1: /????????????/ hyperbtch123: do u smoke a lot? hyperbtch123: i smoked before i met u sweety. rougeprophet1: as much as i can rougeprophet1: u told me u never did hyperbtch123: i guess i lied rougeprophet1: :'( hyperbtch123: i didnt tel very many people about it rougeprophet1: i think i was also clean during our relationship hyperbtch123: it was a long ass time ago. hyperbtch123: oo really. hyperbtch123: welll im proud of you for that. rougeprophet1: im not addicted or anything, just like to do it when i have a chance rougeprophet1: addiciton means purchasing hyperbtch123: yea its fun. rougeprophet1: man i got some dank ass shit from my friend a while ago rougeprophet1: like top grade chronic hyperbtch123: wow so talking to u is some how very stress relieving. hyperbtch123: very* rougeprophet1: well let me tell you u can talk to me any time you want hyperbtch123: oo thanks. rougeprophet1: no problem hyperbtch123: wow i never envisioned u as a guy who smokes weed. rougeprophet1: lol i get redunculus when im high rougeprophet1: i get so gigly, i laugh at everything hyperbtch123: haha. hyperbtch123: doesnt everyone. hyperbtch123: i cant see u like that either. rougeprophet1: i get more than anyone else hyperbtch123: wow. rougeprophet1: yeah hey how long u gonna be on? hyperbtch123: a long time rougeprophet1: gotta get a shower brb hyperbtch123: ok..have fun with taht rougeprophet1 is away at 10:08:06 PM. later....much hyperbtch123: So did u ever cheat on me when we were going out? rougeprophet1: no see he never asked me back.. i wonder if he knows. then i kinda feel bad. o well. i dont think talking to him should make me smile this much. this song is not for him...i just think its amazing. and its for someone else. and i love it. and i have been listening to it over and over agian. Butch walker. mixtape You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you You drive away from my car crash of a heart And I don't know But you gave me the best mixtape I have And even all the bad songs ain't so bad I just wish there was so much more than that About me and you You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel You don't know Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have And even all the sad songs ain't so sad I only wish that there was more than that About me and you [Bridge] Oh, don't turn around and say bye again Yeah it crushes my head when you call me Your friend and I'm not the same person From back in the day in the back of the class That you thought was gay No I can't find the words cause I lost them The minute they fell out of my mouth And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips And just let me kiss 'em And let's get messed up and listen to probably... The best mixtape I have And even all the bad songs ain't so bad I just wish there was so much more than that About me and you
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kourtney.. you have never known how much you make me smile.

-me-
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