I dont find if fair that New york gets struck with Terrorism and destroyed. The south a bunch of places gets destroyed by a hurrican.. and since we live in the midwest in a not so significant place we get nothing. Im very extremly thankful but i feel bad. b/c theres is nothing i can do but watch all of this suffering that everyone goes through. and think of how pathetic it is that i cant seem to make myself happy and nothing huge is wrong in my life. i guess. it takes a mind blowing expierence to make u truely treasure what u have. that is what i hope this ASR stuff will alow me to see. i want to apprieciate my life. love.