screw this. school tomorrow and school is awful. Doug is, like, the most confusing guy e.v.e.r! He flirts with every.damn.body. and then he comes back to me. gosh I'm screwed up. So, tomorrow, another day of pretending to be something I'm not (pretending to be happy, or course) and acting like I think everybody is just so sweel and golly miss molly arnt you just the sweetest thing? I swear, then I go sit with amanda, Katie, and Maria, a bunch of two faced hoes (amanda's not as bad) and its hell. Damnit I cant wait till this year is freaking over. *I love you* did I mention about the guy? The guy who knew my dad and loved my dad as a afther figure? Yeah, we were talking and I got all emotional and he hugged me and said that we'd see it him again, I was like, I freaking love you! so yeah