yesterday i realized that i only want to do what i want to do. it's a strange revelation if you think about it. this means im lazy. in our society, i am lazy. its bad. i only do what i want to do. so i'm a horrible person. but i don't really feel this way about myself. in fact the muscles inside of my stomach are sore from laughing so much. laughing so much from doing only what i want to do.