i deserve every piece of shit i get. i get it now. i shouldnt have friends cuz im only mean to them. i shouldnt have a family cuz theyd be much better without me and i deserve a father who hates me i do. and now i understand. i never got it before. but now i do. im sorry to everyone for all the drama iv caused, all the hate iv said, and all the pain i have caused. Im Sorry. n I wont do it again. Dont worry about me, im good at being alone. oh n linze im sorry for all the bad things i said im not sure what i said so if u could tell me id appreciate it and im super super sorry u deserve better friends than me and jason dont bother u dont wanna be my friend ill just hurt you. and sorry to everyone else never ment to be that bad. so long for now,Janine H. maybe one day u can forgive me.