OMFG! IM SO PISSED OFF WORDS CANT EXPLAIN! omg =( i feel like crying, and i havent felt like this in such a long time, im so mad...i thot things were actually going good for once! once again god u have proven me wrong! my heart could be ripped out right now and i dont think i would feel a thing. if ne1 actually cares i placed this weekend at paynesville, i was pretty excited, but that was shot down quickly. one huge [sigh]