why did i have to go off on her? she didn't deserve it. !@#$@$!@#$ its nice to know that i ruin everything i have. maybe im just upset because i said some really stupid shit last night,and i can't take it back. ok well im just going to blame a hangover on this entire subject because i'd rather have an excuse for what i fucking said. maybe. i can't believe that i even BOUGHT that bullshit. no actually i didn't. but i didnt think about it for a while so now its back on my mind. FUCK.