"i'll stop taking things so personal" "you should try to stop making things so impersonal" it's too cold here. way too fucking cold. i can't feel my fingers, yet i'm still not fucking up. good for me. on the other hand i AM excited to see mr.barnhouse and an assortment of others. i just ... i dunno, fuck you. omg. asymptotes. how amazing are they? no matter how far a line goes, it will never reach/intersect with the asymptote. pretty fucking cool. ____________________________________________________________________________________________ HAMILTON! the old place hasn't changed at all, and i was able to see all my favorites! and everyone was so nice and surprised! and mr.smolin was so awesome(he's shaved off his beard) and dr.coad!!! oh how i love that canadian gay man! and jake gross was in his class and it was the funniest ever. oh man. i made people scream with glee. that made me so happy. hey chris,leo, i saw ms.wilcox. she hugged me and acted nice and everything and interested in what i was saying. i didn't even care that it was her because i was too happy to care. anyway, it was awesome and they all told me to visit more and that i look great and it was just really great and i'm too happy right now. ____________________________________________________________________________________________ i was reading something about compulsive behaviors and i sat and thought about mine. here they are: i do everything in even numbers or multiples of five i have to sleep with my closet door closed. if one side(left,or right) does something the other side has to. i have to take more steps with my right foot than my left. i only do these things sometimes... like when i'm paying attention to them. but still ... it's so weird. what are your obsessive behaviors?!