boys boys boys boys i like boys my nose is still stuffed up and my throat is still sore, but i've seen worse days. my cousin found me on MYSPACE today. i haven't spoken to her in quite some time. she's getting married. SHE'S 19 and getting married. to a soldier. and moving from Indianapolis to somewhere in Colorado. oh how things have changed. MARRIAGE - such a scary concept and thought and just, in my mind right now i know that i'm not ready for marriage and it's hard to think that my (barely)younger cousin is already making the leap. do other people even think about everything that marriage entails when they "take the plunge"? does she know how hard it's going to be? maybe it won't be hard for her, i don't know. i'm hoping it won't be, but the examples of marriage i have seen haven't been exactly pristine. suffice it to say, marriage is not my absolute favorite institution. neither is organized religion but that's something for another day.