today i found out that micah is the head of the technology desk, and that they don't read emails because the "help" they gave me was completely irrelevant to the advice i was searching. i'll probably have to make a visit ... ugh. there is a bruise right above my cheek, below my eye. everytime i blink it twinges a bit. should i claw my face off? i think so. i have these disturbing dreams where erin and i are still friends. it's weird because in the dreams i KNOW we aren't and i try to ask her why she's talking to me/hanging out with me but i can't and it's frustrating. i hate them. oh well.