2day is sososo goooooood after depressing yesterday. (i skipped school cuz i felt so fucked up n fell asleep on the tire swings. now of course my face is totally burnt) but anyway.in espanol alan sits behind me n he was playin w/ my hair n i was like ahhhhhhhhhhhh......... i thought i was going paralyzed, i had 2 stop writing notes cuz i kept getting all shivery. i dunno wat he was doing but it felt awesome, n his hand kept brushing b/t my shoulder blades.so that made me all happy then at lunch natashia came by and asked 2 borrow a quarter from courtney at the vending machines, and when she left she ran her fingers thru my hair when she went by. so i had this major laughing fit n didnt calm down 4 awhile... im still feeling high. oooo the darkness is on!!! i luv this song i feel like jumping on the table n dancing and belting it out but un4tunately im in comp class n i dont think mr anderson would understand how this is just how i express my happiness... later