im depressed again. there was nothing 2 do all day cuz it was raining, i hate this, rain in the summer. at first this morning me n dani sat up here goofing off and taking pictures but then we went downstairs n i got soooo bored... so finally i went off on my own for a couple hours n now im just all moody n shit. aunt ri came up w ashley n uncle joe. we all just had dinner. i escaped as soon as i was done. they all had spaghetti w meatsauce, i ate corn w butter spray on it. butter spray has 0 fat and 0 calories so i dont care if i eat it.and its addicting lol. last nite i tried 2 puke up the pizza we had 4 dinner. i shouldnt have ate it. but i couldnt. im such a reject bulimic. and a reject anorexic 4 eating it in the first place. i think im getting fat again. and i couldnt even walk 2day cuz of the stupid rain. i did like 500 crunches last nite. i hate my stomach.