This past week has been so .u.n.f.o.r.g.e.t.t.a.b.l.e...there has not been one bad thing happen 2 me..and i am so unblieveably happy..i havent been this happy since i was like 9..its so strange!! but i love it!! i love every minute of it!! so here is my past week.... last wed. jamie stayed...tom came over...we all went out and had a kick ass time!! doing *legal* stuff!! Last thurs. Tom stayed the night...and let's just say...me tom & john had a lot of fun spinning in circles!! and than i fell over and hit my head on the speaker...and was cracking up...what joy Last Friday Jamie, Tom, & Michelle stayed the night..party!! o yea o yea!!....had a kick ass time!! Saturday Jamie, tom, and michelle were still here....and we all partied....than scott eddie and brit came up...and by the end of the night...it was me, matt d, matt s, jd, ed, brit, jamie, tom, michelle, johnny, and brandi...talk about great time!! me and tom went 2 go pick brandi up from mr. z's and it was soo fucking funny..the signs kept changing on tom, and i thought we were going like 200 mph. haha!! came home..than partied sum more.... Sunday Had a kick ass day :)..did lots of things...cant say what though....the night was better though....cause well...nights are always better!! O yeah and we decorated my ceiling..its kick ass Monday Tom and jamie are still here...and stayed monday night again 2....had a pretty cool day...went 2 ed's (boring) than head's and he wasnt home...than up 2 josh's house...and just chilled...i love pills!! they make me happy!!! haha...than we came home and chilled and watched adult swim until we all passed out! Today: i didnt go 2 school...i have counciling...which kind of sucks cause tom drove this morning...and i wanted 2 go with them...but o well.. I had the worst dream last night...i dont know why i still care about her...i mean she will always be like my sister...no matter how much she hates me....i just wish everything was back 2 normal...i trusted her with so much and felt so comfortable tellign her my deepest darkest secrets...i still cant believe she would think that i would do sumthing with him....but what can i do? i guess i'll live....damn...i hate it when i have dreams like i had last night...i woke up crying....i hate it so much... well im out Jennifer Lynn