i wanted my mood 2 be BANANAS but...its not there..that makes me sad... So ima wating 4 Nicole 2 send me a pic of sum guy that goes 2 her school...so far...i hear he's black, big, and his his is beanine, thats cool....black guys are hott!!! Im so weird..i know..but fuck it 2day i had iss it was fun... chad was there.. he is so funny, he threw up in the bathroom i felt bad! things spin alot... thats cool! after he left i pased out..from 12 45 til school got out.. Chad is definatly cute...but i dont think i like him anymore than a friend...he's just fun 2 talk 2... omg...i cant even bring myself 2 FLIRT with any other guy..cause all i think about is *HIM* and i just cant...i mean...i dont want 2 etter...but it was so tempting 2 flirt with Chad 2day...but i dont know..i REALLY am falling for the other guy... soo im out...peace Is it really worth it?? Jennifer Lynn