who knows what that means? my computer has been broken down...just got fixed..yay...w.e life is gettting wotrse and worse by the day...i wonder how i can ever go on living a lie...i wish things would be as i would like them 2...but i realized you cant always get what you want...no matter how much it hurts...i fucking hate me....good bye.. i guess ill go do homework or sumthing... Jennifer<3 i long for you to make me smile...make me feel the things i've never felt...such as true happiness....