adam has took residence in my home...wahoo! him and john are roommates... gay room mates... ewww gay butt sex!! haha...j.k everyday i fall so much more for *him*.... i cant stop the feelings i have... i want him more than i ever wanted anything in my life... and knowing that i *cant* have him... makes me sadder than anything... hhhhhmmm...i love you....you know who u are... Dont think its anyone else etter...because it is for you..and only you... iwish i could say that 2 you in person though... but i get 2 scared... ima pussy... im sorry... i think im going 2 go hang out with the tom than i'm going 2 bed.. the tom is my besterest friend...he means so much 2 me...words cant even explain how much our friendship....means 2 me.. I also love brandi..cause she's.....hott! woot woot!! and lucia is my sister 4life! Jennifer Lynn should i smile cause your myt friend... ...or cry because i want it to be so much more than that?... maybe in time..i will get what i want.. haha...ryte!!