You're as welcome as cancer.

Feeling: natural
Take my hand and never let me go.. ..Promise me you'll never let go
well I had a good weekend. I went to jersey. ((and it was flippin sweet)) went to a few stupid picnic/party things where all the adults got drunk and all the kids sat around being annoying and screeching like fuckin nobody's business or just sitting there being all sexy and stuff with their skateboard or being fat and ugly and falling in love with me or being 5 years old and falling in love with me haha yeah I definitely get scoped out by the good ones dont I!:p haha isaiah was really cute though haha, he was the 5 year old..:) and he like followed me around all over the place..:p anywho. I saw dan in blockbuster again! dannnn!:) haha I went to blockbuster just hoping to see him..:p AND. he smiled at me! not like a "..its my job I dont have a choice" smile.. but an actual smile! and it made me happy..:) and I heard this band that some kid in my cousin's school started. I dont remember what it was called, it was some freaky word like amoura..noiserh or something like that! haha.. but yeah the kid who was screaming for it, holy shit it was fuckin nuts. I loved it. haha I swear, I fell in love with the band right then and there. and I hope they get all famous and stuff..:) I told ryan to get me a cd haha:) they dont have any yet but when they make one! Im on the list..:p and I met will's band. he lives across the street from ry but I never knew he could play the guitar like hendrix! okay, not that good but he really was pretty awesome. I was listening to his band and stuff cause you could hear em from willy billy's house and Im like "wow they're fuckin awesome" and ry's like "..thats just the guitar" and Im like "..holy shit it is!" so yeah will's pretty sweet on the guitar and his bassist was pretty sexy while we're still on the subject..:) and the drummer let me play his drums. he taught me a small really easy beat and I played that bitch like nobody's business!.. while ryan tried to no avail to get it right haha that kid has no sense of rhythm..!:) and then erm, what else.. oh yeah we went to the memorial day parade or whatever and during the big speech thing we didnt wanna pay attention so I was talkin to ryan's friend hoppe ((its her last name, pronounced hoppy)) haha and she was flipping awesome!:) she loved me..:p when the ceremony thingy ended she was like "YES ITS OVER." and then like completely randomly hugged me I was like "haha well hello there!" and then when I had to leave she hugged me again..:) I heart random hugs..:p annnnnnd.. I dunno, I left my hawthorne cd there again..:( oh well.. I'll live without it.. least I got deja entendu back.. uhm.. oh yeah! there was this other girl, leann.. haha she kept making fun of ryan!!:) it was so funny. I laughed.:) she kept like punching him and stuff. I was like "OMG I LOVE THIS GIRL." haha..:) we had the first color guard practice today. it was pretty cool. next one's on thursday..:) Im excited. and then after school we went out to get paint and stuff for my room.:) yay my room's finally getting effing done!:) haha score.:) welp. that was my weekend. nothing else enjoying happened. except I think I failed my civics test..:) love!
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Yeah. According to my behearted internet quizzes, I have severe manic depression, anger management issued and mania. I'm screwed up. Lol.
But...I like updating.
When I have time.

And yes, screaming is awesomer than cheese. 'cause cheese sucks. How I hate cheese.
why do u say that? it sounds like u wish it wouldve never happened.
well this is what u said...
"eh. bout as good as it can be, I s'pose.." it sounds to me like u werent very happy that day