i just woke up and its 8 in the morning. i normally wouldnt be a wake for another 4 hours. but i couldnt sleep all night so fuck sleep. usually sleep is all i have. and now i dont even have that. maybe ill do something usuful with this life i have today. or maybe steel a baby's candy and go back to sleep around 2. i dont really fel antisocial. i am spending time with my family today. they want me to go with them to look for spa's. i think im going to join the merine's or the navey or the armed forces of some sort so that i can be like collin ferral from s.w.a.t. i think thats his name neways.