just took a shower. went to school. i woke up late so i was late to school. went to work. didnt say hardly nething to my co-worker. he was boring. yesterday was a good day, it felt nice to feel cared for... really nice. i think kami has more work to do with my journal. i think Mat should come over. too bad he cant just hop on his scooter like the ol days... and make Chillie in the microwave.. and try to make me eat some or a calizone.. omgosh! a calizone! AAAAAh im SOOO making a calizone tomorrow! mat. in honor of my love for you, its going to be my afterschool snack, and while im basking in my missery from the seamingly poisoness cheeze.... ill be thinking of you completely ::stomache pains in empathy to the memories:: so.. christmas. i want plans to be worked out. they rnt gunna work out on their own so i better talk to my father. yuck! i like talking to him but for some reason i dont like asking for things. afi is in chicago dEcember 6th, if neone is interested, and they are playing with Dashboard... umm i bet kami would think that was just perfect. eww korn is going to be there.. i wanna pee on someone for pairing that up. but Dashboard and AFI.. wuts better? maybe elvis, kiss, and Boston. oh man, im a nerd. ok going to sleep. i hope more days are like monday here in good old damp dreeri indi! ::love::scott::hearts::