saturday

Feeling: abandoned
yea thats right, abandoned.. no im jk, i dont feel abandoned today i went to south side and got my guitar back. yay for that, they didnt sell it! thank god. went to subway with my two friends. it was good. saw WET HOT AMERICAN SUMMER with my friend. it was WIERD!!! but it was worth seeing i think i need to watch it again? saw malibu's most wanted and A man Apart. they were both funny and good. talked to mat a little bit. my parents went to a dinner. tomorrow they want me and my brother to go to a bBq with some "family" but EF that, i dont wanna go. they are nice people but ide rather sleep. i need to find a homecoming date so that i dont fly 563653563456 miles for nothing. i dont know if its going to be a smooth ride, and if its going to be worth it. guhhhhh...should i be getting myself into this again? it sooo seams like it will be worth it. she seams awesome. i dont wanna play with fire. shall i stop now? mat should call me sometime. julie took pictures with jaimie i think, and sent them. she said they should be at my house monday! yay for that. i hate being in hamilton southeastern when i see her.. its too much of a contrast.. an ANGEL in HELL. kinda ruins it... need some time out of school to hang out!!! guhh. ::hearts::untilnexttime::hearts:: **scott**
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i love you. i miss you. ill call u tomorrow. cuz i think ur sleeping right now. -mat
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Scott~ I really dont want things to be like this. i really wanna have some type of a relationship and i know its gonna take some time. im sorry.Lauren
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