[25] as i sit here all alone i wonder how im suppose to carr

Listening to: Howie Day - Collide
Feeling: narcissistic
Im glad its finally march... maybe things will start going a little bit faster now! even justine said to me last nite that it seems like brians been gone forever... blah! im dealing! i hate things sometimes tho! at least its only 2 weeks till Nelly! that should be a trip... if only i can keep out of trouble! Maybe i can do a little shopping on my day off too since its about the closest mall to nowhere pa! sometimes i hate this town! i wish i could fly away right about now... Im glad today was a snow day bc we were in desperate need for one! i havent been to a lot of school lately tho... i really half-assed thru this year, but the grades are good so i cant really complain er be mad at myself for it! Brad is leaving on Thursday morning... that makes me soo freakin sad! im gunna miss my big brother! he just ordered my new computer tho so it should come by the end of this week and i can write in this on it instead of this stupid laptop that i want to throw into the wall! I work at 4 tonite but it shouldnt be too bad, as long as the roads let me get there! im gunna have to leave an hour early tho just so i can get all that damn snow off of my car its like a 2 foot pile up lol! And i have more lab tests this week! thurs and fri morning... at least i think all the bloodwork is done tho! hmm idk hopefully im not dying lol! well i should go do something to my hair which is still wet from my shower an hour ago lol! talk to ya'll later! muah!
xoxo ♥Crysa
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yeah. its my dad. read over some past entries. xx
ah! uve been gone for like a week.... WHERe ARE YOU! lol :P
xox
ohhh I thought u ment Ice Princess
[Anonymous]
how could u see my movie when its not even out yet?
[Anonymous]
im back! u r so damn hot
[Anonymous]
yup me neither. If i had the money to now i definatley would. do you have msn?
yeah i wish you could take it away too. I wish someone would anyway.
The world is a corrupt place. I hate it.
Take care xxx
im 16. Its been happeneing since i can remember but over the past few years ive started realising that it isnt right
rach xx [suicidalscars]
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i've already phoned her and made her feel bad about it, so she's been a very good girl since then! i'm hoping her mom'll let her come over here, just for a few nights!
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lmao.

i'm in Biology class.
she owes her mom 94 pounds for a phone bill and she keeps going out late.
>.<
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gwen stefani...fuck yeah.
lol. are you skipping right now?
yeah me 2!!! i hate those gay ass projects!!
yeah me to ... well i kinda like it..besdies the homework..i just like goin there cuz it gives me sumthing to do!! but ugh i have to do this english due tuesday n i didnt' start that ..n science stuff due on the 18th..didn't start that either! =0
my lady's supposed to be coming to stay for a few days over easter, but i'm not sure that's happening now. the dappy cow got herself majorly grounded. *sigh*
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Ya gotta love the nelly! haha.

*nellyxbabii
[Anonymous]
cool diary!! yeah i hope things go by fast to cuz it's march now..before it seemed to drag along!!
thankyou for the comment. i guess it is sad. but im more angry.

your diary is lovely :)
:D sorry, i set it to private by accident, but my good friend liis told me of this problem, so i changed it earlier. 'tis now friends only because i hate that people i don't know or want to know are mean to me. and i don't want my girl reading this, because i bitch about her a lot!
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athnx i like yours too but i gunna be changing today
Lara
well i live in west nicholson.


i go to school in dimock :)

pennsylvnia, hah
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hey back bebe... i cant type in urs nemore since its now private! blah!
but i get to see him on the 25th! did u go see ur girl yet?!
hey hunny. i forgot when you said when you were supposed to be seeing your guy. have ya seen him yet?
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yeah well, that's one way to look at it, good money for college. But i'd still rather be safe in my own home and do slave work for the rest of my life to pay off my education
hahaha, that would seem like a scary place to find trouble. Something about the sterotypical pushups until you die thing. However, the Army would give me quite the body i must admit
true true, who knows, it'll come around TX just depends on the dates. None have been confirmed yet
yeah last year was awesome, i can't remember how many bands I saw last year...but it was a ton

hopefully this year's will be good too
nifty. :) i shall add you
hahhaha sleep crack?
that sounds like...weird lol
i wanna try it hahahaha
they should make it
wait, haha isnt the like, nicotine patch suposed to fuck up your dreams? i remember my aunt and uncle had those to quit smoking and they had REEALLLY messed up dreams lol
i wanna try em lol
sure i don't care. :)