I confess that in 2005 I... ( ) stayed single the whole year ( ) got your first kiss (x) kissed someone new ( ) made-out for the first time (x) made-out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow (x) kissed in the rain (x) fell in love ( ) fell in love with a fool ( ) had your heart broken (x) broke someone else's heart (x) Had(HAS) a good relationship with someone ( ) questioned your sexual orientation ( ) came out of the closet ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) gotten someone else pregnant ( ) had an abortion (x) gotten married ( ) had a divorce ( ) had a gay marriage (x) kissed someone of the same sex (x) dated someone you'll never forget ( ) done something you've regretted ( ) lost your love ( ) lost faith in love (xxxxxxxxx) kissed under miseltoe WORK/SCHOOL ( ) got a promotion ( ) got a pay raise ( ) changed jobs ( ) lost your job ( ) quit your job ( ) dated a co-worker ( ) dated your boss ( ) dated your boss' daughter/son ( ) got fired from your job ( ) got straight A's (x) met one teacher you really like (x) met one teacher you really hated ( ) found the subject you love (x) failed a class (x) cut class (x) skipped school (x) got into a fight with a classmate (x) did something you were proud of (x) discovered a new talent ( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach (x) proved yourself an idiot (x) embaressed yourself in front of the class ( ) fell in love with a teacher ( ) got a lead in the school play ( ) made a varsity team ( ) made junior varsity team (x) were involved in something you'll never forget (x) got sent to the office OTHER ( ) painted a picture (x) wrote a poem ( ) ran a mile (x) listened to music you couldn't stand (x) double-dipped ( ) skinny-dipped ( ) went to a sleepover ( ) went to camp ( ) threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried ( ) laughed till you peed in your pants (x) flirted shamelessly ( ) visited a foreign country (x) visted a foreign state ( ) cooked a disasterous meal (x) lost something important to you (x) got a gift you adore (x) realized something new about urself (x) went on a diet ( ) tried to gain weight (x) dyed your hair (x) came close to losing your life ( ) someone close to you died... (x) went to a party (x) drank alchohol (x) drank alchohol underage (x) tried drug(s) (x) got drunk (x) got arrested (x) read a great book (x) saw a great movie ( ) saw movie so scary that it made you cry (x) saw one of your favorite band/artist live (x) saw someone famous in person (x) did something you want to tell everyone

eh whatever. of course i'm still in love. [:

cody is the most wonderful thing ever. we are such bad kids. we had fun thursday. he makes everything beautiful. i'm high right now. i'm really annoyed with the state of things. well, not really. i guess i just like to complain. not. cody's love is stability in a world of chaos; a hide-out from the war around us; a blanket in the cold; a light in all the dark; perfect. kisses for CODY. yeahhh. grrrrr. double grrrrrr. hello new scenery. okay i saved the worst for last;; i only smile when i talk to him. awwwe.

i am the gangster in that picture. i'm the one reppin' hard for the tate mafia. duh. kay so i havn't updated in like 918267 years. not like it matters. no one reads my shit anymore anyways. whatever. we used to be silly.

alrightyyyy. the first week so school is over. we went to warped on wednesday. it was good. last night was the most fun night. ever. so not really, but it was close. we got hiiiiigh. we ate dinner at the QT. we are fucking TRASHHH. i love cody. and heather. and adam. and tim. i wish i could write better stuff in here. i'm a fag i guess. heather and i are about to go to all the ghetto stores. we have a 100 doller bill.

i'm hommmmmmme!! and i had Fruity pebbles. duh. fuckerssss. yesterday was fun. and the day before. today i went to the gay dentist. and heather is coming over. and so is cody. we're going to smoke. and eat. and we might go to florida soon. justin's dad is giving us $200 and getting us a hotel room down there. for like 2 nights. shit yesss. ♥

everyone goes to warped these days. i've been 3 years in a row kids. this year ours is augest 3. that's the third day of school. no kidding. lets just say i'm not going to school that day. i'm in North Carolina right now. for like, a week. i have a lot of time on my hands. me looking dumb. no one reads my entries anymore. fuck that.

Willy Wonka suckkked!!! the movie i mean. it was terrible. ]]]]:::: we had a good day anywayssss. i love him. he wears my sunglasses when he's high. beautiful.

i get so upset. and i hate it. omfg. why am i what i am? whatever. so tommrow is Jess & Cody's willy wonka day of fun!! RAWR. we all wish we were him.

i'm going to summerize my summer so far. drunk times. more drunk times. dito. hiiiigh times. high times with stephaniiiiiie. .... FIREWORKS! Crazy ass heather. Mother fucking sushi. hahahah. the haircut. and cody. there is more. like way. i'm a bad updater. for real. it will change.

"if you're not confortable with the tampon you're wearing; you are wearing the wrong one." good to know.

fuck

i'm really really happy that some people are in my life. like cody. he's real great. and now im not afraid to tell people how much he means to me. Blake can be pissed if he wants;;he does not have me anymore. hahahahh!!! we have so much funnn doing all kinds of crazzzzy things. some of you HOES need to Sit the fuck down. [:

my life is offically complete; i saw weezer last night. needless to say they were amazing. john and i. in line !!!!! Rivers is Beautiful.

it's like raiiiin on your wedding day. so i'm really not feeling the whole i make cookies and i burn them thing. for real. i don't like going to school. so i don't. but i don't like doing make up work but i do it. becuase it is the law. HAH. &&&& i don't like your mom. yes i do. i bang your mom all night long. every night. Not really. i've told a lie. ohio is defintly not for lovers. duh. i burnt my tounge while eating nachos with cheese. OW!! & i want to go to harlem and watch someone get shot. wouldn't that be nice? why yes, i belive it would. AND I EAT SUPER TAMPONS FOR LUNCH. I GOT ISS FOR SKIPPING BECAUSE I AM A GANKSTER THUGGG AND THAT IS WHAT I DO.

i get so lost in other people's words. i'm a sucker. dasminehwdenotsgnitteguoyerayhw?? grrrrrr. i dont know what i want. anymore. fuck. motherrr fuckkerr. i got my braces off!!

that is a nerd salad. [: we didn't go to school yesterday and we met a cop who told us not to drink and drive. we had a lot of fun. we did bad things. then we went to cody's house and watched girl, intrupted and played with the kittens. they're real cute. I USED TO GET COMMENTS BUT NOW I DON'T. THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT. i'm begining not to care and i like it. so,uh, fuck off. [no names]

i've changed. its so weired. i feel good and bad. i just don't really care anymore. i don't really want to care anymore. i want to forget all the bad and only see the good. i never will; i know this. i'm dumb. i'm sorry. i really am. what's meant to be will always find a way eh? I'M HAVING FUNN.

hey kids. long time no talk eh? i'm at school, for once. things have been alright. we skip school too much. and we almost got arrested. EEK! Heather and I are going to Florida for Spring Break. i can't wait. i got a haircut yesterday. it's nice. i need another job. bad. I'M NOT A VEGETARIAN ANYMORE AND NOW I AM KILLING A LOT OF ANIMALS. ]:

sometimes when i think about it, i really am a terrible person. i hate so many things, so many people. i don't regret anything, that i know. at least i'm not fickle about who or what i am. or maybe i am. fuck if i know. Everyone is too cool for school these day. well fuck, i'm too cool to not go to school. i hate stupid uglies. bitches. Blake was over for a long time last night. we had fun. i really love him, even though i don't act like it sometimes. Stephanie and i went shopping today. then we played with tampons for a while. i love her. i miss people sometimes.