oooh i do like this music. and yet i have the la dah-dee-dah song in my head. i have new sneakers! oh how exciting. things i've decided lately: i'm repetitive (in my mind) i smoke too much my psychotic counterpart doesn't like drugs! i've been too violent i'm repetitive (just kidding) i want it all, and i want it now (sometimes) particularly with music, i get four or five songs in my head and want to listen to them all drugs no longer kick me the way they used to i can be wanton and wasteful i am reminicent alot i get hung up on stupid (good) things i do love my music. i don't care enough, especially when i should. i've started producing "main stream" type poetry *gag* i am incredibly indecisive yeah, well that's all i can think of here's a graphology report i got (handwriting analysis) Emotionally independent, rob does not feel bound to follow the same conventions and rules as everyone else. He relies on what he feels is right. He is the type who is prepared to endure monumental amounts of difficulty and hardships to make his dreams a reality. Challenges and difficulties are seen as just part of the process. An abiding need for harmony prompts him to do his very best to create a serene backdrop for his life. An environment where a lot of conflict and dissension exists is enough to send him running in the opposite direction. He has a strong need for freedom. If you try to force him to stick within a steady routine or restrict his activities, you can expect him to become bored rather quickly. If he thinks he has been seen as less than completely competent and confident he is mortified. It may be that he feels that by projecting an attitude of pride it will keep him from being seen in a bad light. Willing to demand what he wants, his ability to draw the line between satisfying his own needs and helping others signifies strong self-esteem. By developing his potentials over time, rob is learning to increase his self- confidence. If threatened by major opposition, he may question his adequacy momentarily, but come out more successful than before. When his behavior isn't meeting the standards of his social group, he is apt to consider whether making some adjustments would be a good thing to do. If he sees areas where change might benefit him he will probably take the necessary steps to alter his behavior. some i agree with, some i don't like to admit, and some is bullshit entirely but, thanks to http://www.writinganalysis.com/ that's me out for another day. B0b 1540|0100604