it would seem i have faded out, as much so as i faded into, the 'south crew's' lives. that would include sammyt, dvc, lili, and several others. terrible shame, i'm sure. anyway, mood has swung. let's us see how long it lasts. life is loloking up at the mo. have not talked to the pregnant one in ages, it's been good. did talk to rachel. man. i love her. she's great. and i have a weird feeling she will read this. i dont know how. or why. but hm. so yeah, you should know it already, but if you dont: (rach) i do love you. fucking pilarva. plenty of things, i shallnt go into them. for now, adieu. _R0b 1953|140306