So, i have to look for work. ghet some coin. do some shit. it all seems too much, and i spent most of today thinking it was tomorow, so i'm not actually late for the things i thought id missed. still need a job, and that sucks. i walk slowly. and this amazes people, i was in town today ( i hate town) and everyone's all frantic getting to wherever they have to be that is obviously more important than where they are now, and this lady selling self help books comes up maing the usual polite smlall talk, then asks me if i want to buy, i say no and walk off, slowly. then, this homelss/crazy guy ( i dont know which) starts talking to me, i have a chat with him, probably wouldn't ahve been 30 sentences to our convo, buyt i wonder how many other people actually took the time to turn around and greet him. not many i think. anyway, sometimes it all just seems too much, now is one of em. so i will leave you to your days. B0b 1938|061204 oh, and that song 'all i want for christmas is you" it sucks because all i want is samantha, she wouldn't solve any of my problems, wouldn't be a source of income, wouldn't make me accomplish anything, bt to have her in my arms again would just be uhg. fuck. what is the point. really.? of this, of life. hm.