don't fuck up.

enjoy life.

C.H is my hero

canoe trip 06

i play a starring role in a made-for-tv lifetime original. but because nature dictates that everything around somehow be messed up, the story is being shot from the wrong angle: instead of portraying the story of a father meeting the grown daughter he never knew he had, it focuses on the trivial moments of the dysfunctional household this father-daughter meeting imposes on.

i went to a little strand-esque bookstore i searched for the poetry section i searched for minutes upon minutes i found it in the fiction section i dont like to envision the poetry section among the the volumes of fiction

2 13 2. welcome to amazing.

summer a few days in beantown. learn to drive stick. ..

don't worry mom i won't come back for a few days. that'll keep you happy.

a minivan [the old type with the wooden-like panels and such] pulls up into the dorm parking lot at about 11pm. out pops a rabbi and three students. they open all the doors of the minivan [even the trunk] and dance to jewish folk mmusic for approximately 10 minutes. then they jump back into the minivan and drive away into the night. no, leah, there is no punchline. this really happened.

have you ever had a dream, say, like: _____you're in a 70 story city university _____building, 70th floor in a gift shop with _____your brother, then you go get some food, _____and then the building for an _____unbenounced-to-you reason starts to tip and _____bend over and stuff and all the people keep _____fallin to the sides with the slighest _____movement, and its evacuated, but then you _____realize you forgot you're brother in the _____70th floor way before, so you cry to this _____guy that used to be your hs chem teacher _____and he talks to this lady and ur allowed in _____the bulding to search, you see an old _____friend and her dog and then u take the _____elevator to floor 70 and no one is there. and you didn't realize it was a nightmare, not a dream til you woke up? So, you wake up to realize it was a nightmare, not a dream, you're brother isn't here anymore, and you should probably be a little more freaked out then you actually were?

i retire from all of you.

Does the government have the right to restrict rights during times of war? Similarly, is it within the military's power to limit the free expression of its servicemen (ex: mil blogs being shut down)?

just remember: its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer. its almost summer... thanx rich.

if your name is joe, i don't have your screen name silly.

Nike: how can the bouncy kelly that my mom thought was on drugs have no energy? Me: Stony Brook. My [depressant] drug. the end.

First and most importantly: The Seahawks won.!. I dont give a crap what those stupid striped shirt jerks say. Who paid them off? What was their price? Dont think the seahawks deserved to be there? How do you get there and not deserve it? Awesome record come on. really now.

first semester over.

.clean&clear smells like a mixed drink. Home from deserted stonybrook for the weekend. saw Brian. snuck up on him in his own home. Im soo proud of him and stefen for going further than NYS law requires. They have a passion for things again and everyone looks so happy, even peter. Ive never seen this kid do much of anything but mope around. He might have been genuinely happy, no chemicals talking. And cardamone is the same kid we've come to know and accept. but Pagz, you're mad quiet, whats with that? anyway. Ive never been so happy to see you guys. no matter what. Do well in NC. Learn something so you can teach me a thing or two. Don't lose the drive. Nor the intensity. conversation at the Duane Reade photo counter over the meaning of life and so on. Leah, our love, is leaving next week for MormonState. with less money than i carry around in my super.wallet. Best wishes, godsspeedd. BeBop cowboy? Whatever its name, needs to be watched more often. I condemn anyone who gets me sick to chronic misery and woe. Scope pulled the garden house out on the stargazers. meany. Hofstra and Cooper better be amazed by you guys. reFlection. too complacent.comfortable. time to open that BasicGerman pack.

hey! look! look! im in college! haha. and i have a VISA CHECK CARD. and a new cell. again. yup. and how could one expect me not to fall to facebook when even our dear Nike has done it. For me, there was no hope. my dorm rom bed is more comfortable than my own. tear. The world has been infeccted with mono. the end.