.com/polio no blogdrive. ill resort to here. a little more peaceful by here anyway. one. if thats how one commands respect, i must be the 'all sing, all dancing crap of the world'. two. i do put things high out of reach, in unattainable places, but it hasn't failed me. three. i don't give a shit what you've done, you just have to know a few simple phrases for me to understand what that makes you now. four. going to the people i confide in will not get you anywhere but the ground; im feeding them answers by the book; they get nothing just like you. five. there are no exceptions, unless your sun-bright and scorch my eyes so that im blind. defenses up this time. six. im too effing tired to care right now. to be continued.