sorry im sorry my actions are louder than words. and neither r too clear. i say some things. and mean some others. i have a thing for messing around. the mind is my favorite toy. i take things for granted. and believe theyll always be there. waiting is just something ive grown accustomed to. so making you sit and wonder is part of that too. i like to thrive on others problems within my brain. but the real world. im always there.but it seems otherwise. im sorry it takes me soo long to come around with the truth. im sorry i seem so cruel. so detached. im sorry i dont seem like im there i am. just in the corner. im sorry im too proud. too modest. too me. im sorry that we're not meant to be. be like everybody else. distance is the lock. but are you the key? im sorry i dont like to call. you see, i dont use the phone. i dont talk to faceless voices. lets just say its a fear of god. Sorry i forget to care for your idiosyncracies. sorry i dont know your family from outside the window, my view's what you choose im sorry im not the person whom, with problems you entrust im sorry im only second best to you or now fifth if you wish. im sorry it appeared i didnt have a heart in which ud fit. im sorry it seems like my world revolves around me. but it does, to some degree.