my word of the day is lackadaisical no hw = no computer time = no entries a taste of the summer to come. i walked by the liquor store and saw a bottle of Southern Comfort. I think somehow the school broke me. i had no will to succeed today. I took he us history and physics regents and didnt really care about em. I didn.t have any will to get 100 or beat anyone or even get mastery. I didn.t care that i was there and not outside. I didn.t care that 6 hours of my day went to nothing more than statistics for the state. Failure wasn.t an option of course. but it never is. and when you don.t care its not even there anymore. it doesn.t pose any threat and therefore isn.t on your mind. This must be how people accepting death must feel. whatever happens, happens. nothing to get anxious about. nothing to love about it or hate about it. its just there. Perfection. whats that? Valiant attempt? Frank tried harder than me. I think somethings missing. had this indian ice cream. good. except for the almonds just another attempt at homicide, eh? Pinky and the Brain a metaphor for my multiple personalities. sat2s almost in. and im off for a funfilled weekend with my sister. may your weekend be filled with a few more happy things than mine.