nevermind...it worked XD. my gosh! ok. i've had a crush on some guy since 6th grade, he was in 7th at the time (so 3 1/2 years). at lunch and break him and his girlfriend lean on the stupid railing right near me so if i just baaaaarely look to the left or right, whichever way i'm facing first, i can see then hugging or kissing or whichever they're doing, usually hugging luckily. and it's really annoying. it makes me feel extreamely crappy. i mean, he doesn't know i've "liked" him for that long, but still, i'm sure he's seen the horrible look on my face when i see him and his girlfriend all over each other. they've been doing this since last year and i'm about to go up to them and tear them apart and tell them to go find some new spot that's not near me so i dont have to feel like crap everytime i turn my head the slightest bit!!! or i could just shrink in the corner and pray that they move to a new spot or he breaks up with her. so yeah...they just make school a whole lot more fuN! thank you shawn! thank you very much for making me feel like i want to curl up in a little ball and cry and you know what?! no ONE PERSON should make another person feel like that!! right?! right? right-o. and you know what else? i hope you find my sit diary somehow. i hope you find out that i "like" you. and if you do could you have enough of a heart to please move to a different spot. i really dont mind if you want to kiss and hug your girlfriend, and i'm sure she's nice, but could you please please please find a different spot just so i can hate school a little less. thank you muchly even though i doubt you'll even read this. (i doubt that he'll even know that it's about him) buena, first semester geometry, first period, you with the story of the year senses fail thrice shirts. yeah. well i like rambling on. i'm a bit less stressed about my homework now. nice little letter type thing. *shrug* well i'm off now. i'm a tad bit tired and i still have some spanish homework left. hopefully he'll eventually stumble upon this and realize why i have a sad look on my face like i'm gonna cry whenever i see him with his girlfriend. TA TA!