dear sarah (beaverums), hm. well. i have no idea what to say. i feel like someone just punched me in the stomach. that came out of nowhere. it's like you dont appreciate anything i've done...at all. you KNOW that i've helped you a lot. you even broke up with brian THREE times! did i ever get mad at you? ever? no i didn't. i helped you out when you were feeling bad about it. i tried my hardest. i always have. that's what's bugging me. you dont seem to think i did any of that. like i'm just some random girl at your school that you say hi to at track meets but dont really know. that's what it feels like. really. i dont know how many times i have to say this but, i've always been there for you, and i'm still here. and what you said to me really hurt. you dont seem to think i'm that important anymore. you keep thinking of what life would be like if you never met me. what about the fun times? you didn't like hanging out with me? remember "tennis." "*high five and spaz*" ":B" (the beaver face and all the other types of beavers there were). that doesn't bring back happy memories? none at all? <3,_____alicia (diggums)