HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY THAT I LOVE YOU? wow i haven't written since forever so here i am!!!!!! so many things are changed fur real!!!!!!! haha no more dumb boys just one very cute one!!!! i love boys!!!!! so yeah basically i think im going to quite swimming because i mean its getting lame yeah the hot guys and shit but im crabby sometimes and there is always other things i can do to stay in shape!!! ; 0 haha so yeah other than that i guess is nothing... i guess i am jsut a myspace whore but i can live with that and if i can im sure you can to!!!!! <3 jess

Im sick again why me???? this is like the fith time this year i have contracted tonsilitis lame! another why me is why are guys such duech bags??? it seems to me that boys should die forever all of them yeah even the hot ones they deserve to die!!!!! thats it my friends are the only ones who deserve the time of day! peace

hello everyone so yeah im just waiting to go to school and thats sad b/c its raining haha it never rains in southern california? thats a lie! haha so yeah i guess lately its been pretty cool i had a date with this most excelent guy that is so!!!!!! Hot!!!!!!! for life haha you might remeber him from my very first entry haha its that kids bro hahaha story of my life! and story of the year i just bought my ticket yes!! so all in all its pretty good and i didn't have to swim this morning b/c it was thundering and lighting so thats excelent as well oh shit have to go homie don't want to be late to school well peace

well hello all my addoring fans haha its that time of year again when people come from far and wide to praise me haha no its really jus tmy birthday but you whatever works so yeah! happy birthday to me happy birthday to me and all that jazz! so ummm went to the cabin last weekend to celebrate so that was pretty cool! then tonight the night of my birthday i have to go to work then college so that really sux so we are going to celebrate w/ my frineds on thursday so it will be pretty cool! anyway thats all the tim i have hahaha my bffs are taking me shopping yeah! well peace

hey there everyone who actually reads this which is like noone b/c i have been on myspace so much haha anyway yeah i went to the fair a couple of nights ago w/ to of my best friends i love them so much kt and matt you guys rock my world! so yeah i got my palm read and that was pretty intense it said that i have a long life long and that im going to have a really powerful job that helps people and that my love life looks good it said a close guy friend will confess his feelings for me (it never works out trust me) then a friends bf will confess his feelings for me!!!! watch out girls hahaha j/k thats low and then finally that i will meet a guy on a trip a fall for him haha i love palm reading! anyway somebody should take me on a trip soon oh wait im going on two trips soon yes! im going to our cabin in big bear w/ two of my bffs jax and biv and we are deff going to be scouting for the love of my life haha and me and kt my matie are going to magic mountian on thursday yes! so yeah im meeting that guy one way or another!haha well love you all school starts soon so good luck homies! peace

urgh well not much to say jsut thought id update b/c i haven't in a long time... so yeah nothing to say hahahaha so yeah so all im looking forward to now is warped tour im so phyched oh yeah and my one true gay lover has come back to me! well thats about all love yall bye!

Ok hey whats up? nothing much here either to bad for us summers cool i get to hang with my fools and get messed if i wanted to (me and jax and mandy coming up)! i love the summer especially since thats when all the hot guys come out! there like bugs who swarm in the summer and i love it! yeah we went out today and i saw like 1000 hotties! sweet anyway tahts all i have to say! balh blah blah! smooches!

wow ok this is my new entry and its gonna suck but i guess i should write it so yeah this is the story!... ok there once was this guy named Devin whos really hot and he told my friend katie that he really really liked me... so even though i liked other guys i kinda made myself open to him so then its kinda going good were almost going out i kissed him for gosh sake then *scary music* he calls me when were supposed to hang out and tells me "wow im a idiot i just asked another girl out" *world come crashing down around me* wow that really sucks right but what am i supposed to say so i say ok im not mad... of course im mad but yeah then we hang up and all my friends are calling him screaming at him he deserved it! so then jax my bff calls him and is like jessica hates you hello i never hated anyone in my life until now hahaha stupid devin anyway so hes all let me talk to her so i start cussing him out because what else am i supposed to do? so yeah then later after eating half a pack of double stuffed oreos i call him and realize i didn't really care right... so i say shit like i had no claim to you lie then i say we should hang out well i rather cut off my right arm than do that! and you know the worst part is that the friend who hooked us up knew the whole time... so basically im not talking to her and yeah shes to self involved to even care but yeah so he thinks were ok ... were not ok! and yeah the only one keeping me sane this whole time is my other bff Josh whos great! and yeah so now im like shit my summer is suck! haha im depressed b/c yeah i don't know but im so sure i will figure it out! anyway thats my story oh yeah and have you ever wondered if you hurt somebody but you can't tell so you wanna talk to them but they won't take your calls yeah i know how that feels wow i guess i fit a depressive persona great! well yeah bye

hello people im finally home from Virginia! thank God ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate my family! i mean i don't hate them but they suck so bad! they are so annoying i really don't like being with them why are they so anul and all over me all the time! wow im so touchy good title! anywho went and saw star wars best movie ever! ok well now that i have vented i feel much better well i love everyone even thos who bug me sometimes! ok i have a little question nevermind i can't ask but yeah aaron if you read this i need to talk to you its not bad jsut feeling bad lately about shit between us so call or write or something anyway love everyone!

omg i jsut toatlly canceld a whole entry that sux butt oh well i told yall about how boys can't be friends after a break up (so true) then i talked about how guys need to mature b/c they are totally not! then i told you how im getting out of this hell hole of ventura to go to virgina how exciting only 4 more days! Oh yeah there is a show tonight at the underground feturing the paroles wooot woot that anthony, waka, dylan, and estabon i think thats all well go to the show it will rock i love star wars its the best thing to happen to movies! love yall smooches

oh no have you ever messed up so bad and known it was only gonna get worse well i have! its the worst feeling ever! i learned a secret form a friend and wasn't supposed to tell but i let it slip thinking that that person wouldn't tell but obviously i shouldn't have a summed she wouldn't be/c it got around back to my friend and now shes pissed at me! and yeah i know its all my fault! im going crazy i dunno what to do boo who im gonna cry! i feel so bad! so yeah thats whats up! shit this sux! yeah so now i have to deal wiht that! but im very much happier these days i think.... haha im sure no more aaron so yeah now im free and being single rocks so hard! so yeah thats all i have boowho wish me luck! muah muah! smooches

hey well i jsut got home from babysitting another spoiled brat why do i do this to myself? haha i have no idea! anyway i can now officially teach people to swim yeah i passed my wsi class! i jsut had to say it was jsut a fucking waste of my time *blah*! guess waht i haven't seen aaron for the whole spring break can you belive that i hate it! what the fuck! but i went to class got home and he went to work damn work! but nessecary i guess! well i jsut want to say that i love aaron so muhc he is so sweet i love him a lot! i had like a lot of fun wiht my peeps this break hangign and getting really tan i know your jelous haha kidding! anywhoddles im gone so byebye love yall!

hello everyone so heres whats up people who leave awful annonymos mesages are so lame i can't take it not jsut on mine but once someone was so lame they left 20 stuid mean deragatory comments on my friends diary how lame is that? i mean don't people have more to do wiht there time than write mean shit on other peoples journals? anyway peopl need to cut that shit out! stupid haters! haha haters thats such a funny word! anywho i love all of you guys especially kt jax and aaron! hehe oh hello anthony if you read this entry maybe some day i will be able to tell you my true feelings haha! well love peace and chicken greese! BILLY IDOL IS SO HOT!!!!!!!

hello my peoples how are you? im cool missing you guys b/c ive been away for so long. don't worry i haven't forgotten about you. haha so i don't have much to say haha btu yeah hi im fine hope your well tell me whats up biotches well yeah thats all i have oh yeah i love aaron and jackie and kt very much well bye!

I'M BACK LIKE A HEART ATTACK! MISS ME?

huh so yeah here i am sorry that i ahven't been on lately i just didn't feel like it a hahah im kidding ive been really busy don't worry i haven't been taken over by the hideous hoards of myspace lovers! anyway i put zesty as my mood but im not exactly sure how a zesty person feels but i always remember those zesty comercials do you remember those? haha yeha so a whole lot ahs been up with waterpolo and the one acts and im going ont he tiger cruise classes and then i have a boyfriend to balance out so whew yeah ive been busy! haha so about htis b/f he is the best he is so hot he turns me on like all the time haha tmi sorry! btu i love him so very much and yeah i miss jax b/c im so busy but im trying to make time and shes busy so that never works out anywho love you all! smooches bye haha you thought i wouldn't have any smooches left but i always have them for you guys!

haha did i really jsut pick that emotion? well heres the nity grity i am jsut hanging here at jax house after a long interlude wiht my lover! yeah me and my little burrito are finally going out! he is the cutest thing in the world! i was supposed to meet jax back at her house by 8 but i got here around 9:30 where does the time go when your being naughty? haha! so yeah not much else is new! finish finals failed... waht can you do! just say the village it sucked bum! had to witness some sickly pornographicish shit aka keith in almost nothing that happens to be way more than i can handle ahhhh! so yeah thats all about me what about you guys i haven't been on here in forever i miss yall and now everyones all get a my space ... um let me think about it no! haha i can barely write in this one why would i get another one? anywho write me you poofs! love yall!

Hello everyone so im just here hanging at the jaxanators house we jsut had a lot of potatos yea! so last night was really funny we were learning stairway to heaven then we got really hungry so i was all lets go to jack in the box even tho its illegel for jax to drive me but her moms all yeah go but bring me chesse cake haha she even gave us money so we went and were all crazy and got piles of food for everyone! then on the way home we jammed out to some annoying rap crap it was great! yea! ok yesterday was like the best day ever! first i went out wiht my love to iceskate! it was so great! we didn't fall at all and he was so cute the whole time then we got home and had more fun! then i got to go to jax so yeha im so happy! i love them both so much! and i think joe is pretty cool even tho im pretty sure i bother him! w/e well thats about it love yall very much! bye

hello my beautiful people! yes! so the show is finally over thank goodness! im so tierd physically emotionaly jsut plain tierd! but thankfully its winter break and now i can rest! tomorrow is gonna be so much fun we are going to venice for my bffs bday! and she came to my play today and i really hope she was touched and God is working in her there were like 10 people praying for her they are so great! that is where i belong! so yeah my love came yesterday to see the play! im so happy then i got to spend the whole day with him and we jsut messed around! ive never had so much fun wiht a guy! hes the best guy ever! well thats about it so i love oyu guys! beybey smoochy boocheys!

hello everyone long time no see but oyu know what i can't be ont his at my house so its on the dl hehehe! so yeah christmas is almost here and i can't wait a whole break of hanging wiht mytwo most favorite people! umm all snugly with one of them and all fun with the other hehe so yeha my play starts tonight and i can't wait! its goign to be so much fun! and after all of the shows i get to jsut hang wiht my love! i wrote jackie up on the prayer list so everyone is praying for her wether she likes it or not! well yeah thats about it oh my team dominated 14 -2 against oxnard last night in my water polo game! so yeah thats it oh yeah and im in love! hehe and i hope jackie feels better soon yeha thats it for real hha byebye love yall!