wow ok this is my new entry and its gonna suck but i guess i should write it so yeah this is the story!... ok there once was this guy named Devin whos really hot and he told my friend katie that he really really liked me... so even though i liked other guys i kinda made myself open to him so then its kinda going good were almost going out i kissed him for gosh sake then *scary music* he calls me when were supposed to hang out and tells me "wow im a idiot i just asked another girl out" *world come crashing down around me* wow that really sucks right but what am i supposed to say so i say ok im not mad... of course im mad but yeah then we hang up and all my friends are calling him screaming at him he deserved it! so then jax my bff calls him and is like jessica hates you hello i never hated anyone in my life until now hahaha stupid devin anyway so hes all let me talk to her so i start cussing him out because what else am i supposed to do? so yeah then later after eating half a pack of double stuffed oreos i call him and realize i didn't really care right... so i say shit like i had no claim to you lie then i say we should hang out well i rather cut off my right arm than do that! and you know the worst part is that the friend who hooked us up knew the whole time... so basically im not talking to her and yeah shes to self involved to even care but yeah so he thinks were ok ... were not ok! and yeah the only one keeping me sane this whole time is my other bff Josh whos great! and yeah so now im like shit my summer is suck! haha im depressed b/c yeah i don't know but im so sure i will figure it out! anyway thats my story oh yeah and have you ever wondered if you hurt somebody but you can't tell so you wanna talk to them but they won't take your calls yeah i know how that feels wow i guess i fit a depressive persona great! well yeah bye