im home

by barbie
Feeling: trapped
hello people im finally home from Virginia! thank God ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate my family! i mean i don't hate them but they suck so bad! they are so annoying i really don't like being with them why are they so anul and all over me all the time! wow im so touchy good title! anywho went and saw star wars best movie ever! ok well now that i have vented i feel much better well i love everyone even thos who bug me sometimes! ok i have a little question nevermind i can't ask but yeah aaron if you read this i need to talk to you its not bad jsut feeling bad lately about shit between us so call or write or something anyway love everyone!
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i hate myself, you should too.all i do is sit here, whining to you about my fucking problems.you can stop reading this if you want.i know i sound depressing but at my school, the only way to exist is to be Pretty and thin or a complete asshole, otherwise, you are just the floor they walk on.i desided to be a prick and chose # 2.everybody knows me to be the smark ass who is mean.do you ever look for the impossible?u risk not finding anything.bye.
hey gurl,
nothing much up xcept the clouds. sup? anyways, i have a crush on Tara Reid, the actress. hope ur having a blast. i think i'll put up a new entry. parents bugging me. g2g.
hey gurl,
sup? sry ur mad at me. not really my fault. i am as innocent as a new born baby, without the crying part. haha. teacher is bugging me.g2g
hey, gurl. sorry about phychogrl's comments. she can be really mean when she wants to be. but u shud of not have called her bad words. by the way, i am sitting next to her rite now, and she is rather mad. anyways, today was good, then i woke up.LOL. anyways, hope you had fun on ur vaca. haha, i am so bored. g2g gurl.bye.
i wounder if she gets embarassed because she is so ignorant? no not really i just like pissing you off. LOL
so i take it you like talking about people behind there back?
i dont wanna see the travleing pants, looks kinda stupid. anyways, i am in class and the teacher is about to yell at me, i gotta go. chat it up lata
nothin much, waitin for flippin school to be over with already, i am really starting to hate it. school done for you? I got like.... 7 days left if u count exams as a full day (cuz there's two half days) other than that, nothin much goin down, how about u?
haha, whatever, phychogrl doesnt care. anyways, i made a new friend here, she is the other person who left a message on today's entry. nice to here from you. wow, i left you a really really long message, sorry if i wasted ur time. anyways, today is good. movie marathon: uptown girls, white chicks, mean girls, ect. oh, shit, i forgot to leave my joke of the day. gotta go do that. c-ya around Jessica.
ur diary is cute!!!!! and i hate actually I HATE how boys cant be friends after a breakup either, that sucks major ass, but just thought I would show some love!
u shud make a new entry.
wow calm down i only asked if you liked him i go to school with him and i thought it was funny (someones got issues) i wasnt being mean, so whats your deal. plus hes like 13 and your 16
i don't work with my father, we always fight. kinda cool we have stuff in common. my favorite character in Degrassi is either Paige or JT. i can't tell the people at my school 99.9% of the stuff i tell you. i am watching Shrek 2 right now. oh, yea, if u have an account on the-n.com, mine is sirperfect. have a nice day.

"Ellie, dear, i didn't know that vampires came out during the day"- paige from Degrassi.

bye Gurl. be on lata today.
no i'm not new to answer your question but i dont think you know me. i'm gonna have to put you on my friends list though. hehe
why should you care about my problems, i mean i am just some boy who nobody cares about. i feel like i am locked in some WWII bunker. Locked in and someone is outside, watching me, with the keys, taunting me. life sucks. listen, you probably want me to stop soon, u got betta things to do. u might be like the other 'i wanna know, i really do' bullshiting pricks out there. or not. who am i to judge you. sorry if i hurt ur feelings. next
go ahead and reply to her, it's fun to see people reply to each other. Actually, i was wrong, i cud talk to this kid i knew, but he moved to Arkensaw, he didnt even tell me he was gonna move. somtimes i am so fucking needy, it is unbelievable, i'm sorry if i am wasting ur time, but i have to write this before i explode. Sometimes i hate myself. I wanna leave. To return when Man walks on the sun. Jesus, i am what do you care. next
Though i havent quite understood why you thought i was gay, i forgave u a while ago. I remembered after my mum ran away, i depended on my father who works basically 24-7! so i am like always home alone. cooking and cleaning. like i am by myself. I never have really talked to anybody like this before. nobody really listened. i talk 2 people i eat lunch with, but i have to be my cocky self then. by the way, did u reply to phychogurl? next..
because i ahte stupid people. i get straight a+'s, i am the perfect child, except for the part i bring it up too much. And to answer your query, i have felt love and hate for someone. i remeber this girl at my old school called Ashley. WE FAUGHT OR WERE FRIENDS. it all depended on the day. i remember spending my recess years in the library or playing 4-square. i don't mean 2 tell u my life story, but when i get started i can't sop. next..
okay, here is how it goes,
phychogirl is one of my friends at school. she is no weirdo. i attend Sandborn reginial middle school, i am 14 going into 9th grade. i get mean shit by people because at school i am a conceited smartass because i am really smart. but let me tell you this, at my school, smart is a 4-letter word, which wud technically be 'smar' but whatever. anyways, i am always correcting people's grammer cause... see next box.....
THAT ANNOYMUS GUY WAS A JERK. YOU ARE NOT FAT.DON'T FEEL BAD,THAT GUY WAS PROBABLY SOME FAG WHO SPENDS ALL HIS TIME PAINTING HIS FINGER NAILS.ANYWAYS, YOU LEFT ME A LONG MESSAGE, FOUR OF THEM! WOW! DID I TELL YOU MY NAME? MY NAME IS MIKE. MY 2 FAV TV SHOWS ARE DARIA AND QUEER AS FOLK. MINUS THE 'BAD PARTS' OF QUEER AS FOLK, IT IS NOT SO BAD.DO YOU EVER FEEL WANTED AND UNWANTED AT THE SAME TIME. OR THAT YOU BE NICE TO SOMEONE U HATE?ByeGurl
do you like eeyor00
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very funny. What really is your name. I would send up a picture but i don't have any of me on the computer, but don't think i am some creepy 40 year old. Now, come on tell me your name, i told you mine. You know, i could try and get a picture kinda like me, i will try, i really will. i just feel like crap. Anyways, i just am not feeling very good. I mean, sometimes i just wanna crawl into a ball and stay in my own corner to myself.RanOutOfWO
hmmmmmmmm, your name is...
Alison or Amy
Brenda or Brittany
Christine or Cici
Debbie or Diane
Ellen or Elsa
Francine or Frannie
Gloria or Ginger
Helen or Hallie
Isabella or Irene
Jamie or Jill
Kandi or Karen
Lindsey or Laura
Melanie or Madeline
Nancy or Nina
Penelope or Patti
Queenie
Rachel or Romey
Sandi or Stacy
Tifany or Tina
Ursula
Vivian or Valerie
Wendy or Whittany
Xena
Yoyo
Zelda or Zena
WHAT IS IT? AM I CLOSE?
HEY!

WELCOME BACK. GOD, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH A BUNCH OF GAY TEACHERS. AND THIS GYM TEACHER IS SOOOOO ANNOYING AND ENJOYS ANNOYING ME. 1 TIME HE FOLLOWED ME SAYING "HUGGY HUGGY"! WHAT A FREAK. ANYWAYS, I SEE U HAVE A NEW PICTURE. IT LOOKS DIFF FROM UR FORMER 1. HAVE A NICE DAY, BY THE WAY, I AM ALMOST 15. WHATS UR REAL NAME, U LOOK LIKE AN AMANDA TO ME.