I just thought I would update my diary, nothing has been happening worth noteing lately.. Although I've been wonder what my life would be like if I did this, or if I didn't do that.. Kinda an intersting thing to think about. I watched a movie called The Virgin Suicides, it was rather interesting, its on my favrites list.. Donnie Darko The Butterfly Effect Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Garden State The Virgin Suicides Bio-Dome Wakeing Life SAW Thats just a few.. We had a four day weekend, I feel as if I've wasted it all away.. I saw Katherine at the basketball game on Friday, she looked happy so things must be going good for her. I left the game and hung out with Krista for awhile, she's pretty cool. Fun to be around and talk to. I personally can't see myself dating her.. but you never really know.. maybe.. but I wouldn't count on it. Ever since 5th grade I've had this odd crush on Nicole, that was 6 years ago.. weird to think about it that way.. She's just fun to talk to, I could never see myself seriously dating her, maybe going to a dance or something, but we are just friends who can talk to each other about most subjects, and its great because she's mormon and the things I tell her about myself don't tromitize her like they do most mormon girls around here.. but whatever. I have these nice little withdrawls from kissing, they kinda suck.. totally based on lust and I know it. I haven't hit rock bottom yet though, still won't kiss just anyone, they gotta atleast have some what of an interesting personality, someone I could see myself dating basically.. flirting is fun.... I need a job.... ya.. so right now my life is being wasted away, I go to school, come home, sit, sleep, school, with occational eatting. I need something to do..