I always find it intersting how teens go through drama's of "I don't want to lose him/her" Well when I'm in a relationship I feel the same exact way.. Its like I'm in fear of loosing that person, when in reality I know its going to happen because the success rate of teens getting married is pretty low unless they are sexually active and happen to have a kid, then thoughs relationships usually end in a devorce because they can't stand each other and they finally realize that they just wanted each other for lustful purposes. When I'm single like I have been for a year give or take afew months, I can't understand how I even got a girlfriend in the first place and I mean.. I dunno I don't think I'm really even ready for a steady relationship, I like hanging out with girls as long as they aren't like Taryn.. Geez she just freakin talks on her phone when we are hanging out.. if it can even be called that. I'm still trying to get ahold of Megan.. I don't even know her, she came through the drive-thru at Wendy's the other day asking for me cuz she had gotten my number a few weeks earlyer when I was on break, well I have her number now and we where supposed to hang out yesterday but that never happend because I called her 3 times then Cliff my manager called me and asked if I could come in to work from 5 to 8 which isn't a long shift at all so I said I would. It was my day off.. but I didn't mind, I had nothing better to do. I was at work for an hour and a half and he told me I could go home because we wheren't as busy as he had expected. I got to take all the Wendy's food that I wanted to for free because I came in on my day off, it was great. I got a Triple with an extra patty and a Biggy fry, Biggy drinkg, Fruit cup, Medium frosty, 5 piece nugget. it was grand, I finished half of the one pound burger.. and I couldn't eat my nuggets, they where old by the time I got to them. I talked to Kari cuz she had a break when I got off, she thinks I have a crush on ther cusion and her best friend, but I told her I thought that all three of them where hott, and she said "ya right! thats why you wanted Esters number and asked if she was single" well this is true, but I only did it because Kari seems so hard to get, she is always hanging around with guys.. Hick guys at that.. with big trucks n shit. Needless to say we are going to go on a date some time soon.