I'm making plans for myself starting tomorrow. Lately I've been opening both eyelids in my thick head and taking everything in, one deep breath at a time. Things are continuously changing, people. I'll get my head together this year for real, sit down and really think about who I'm better off without. I never try to be ambitious that one time a year. I know I'm not a goal-oriented person. I can't keep my binder organized the first week of school. I'm becoming a fatty. That's what ice cream and "hanging around" with assholes will do sometimes. Everything must be replenished. Everything!