I get the same songs stuck in my head every day. I want to be 13 again, or somewhere around that age, when I had more of an imagination. I forget so much lately, and I still don't feel like growing up most days. I want to be by myself more often than not, but I don't want to let Alex go. I'm growing tired of what we have, though. I just want to be at that age where nothing phased me and I didn't judge people and people didn't judge me, or I didn't know/care that they did so.