Well.. I haven't talked to Jason for a while.. ohh well.. its all good.. Yesterday.. there was like a party at my house..Josh Hoyt, Tanner Vansicle, Julie, Robbie, troy... and me were all haning out outside of my house.. well. Troy was driving me bonkers.. I was about to go off on him.. so I told josh that him and tanner should leave... julie and robbie go upstairs and I will say well, I'm going to bed.. and then Josh and TAnner come back.. well it worked thank god! And they stayed and talked till 4:00 in the morning.. :P it was awesome.. well.. tanner and Josh talked.. and I just sat there.. and josh kept me warm :P But today.. it really hit me hard.. when I needed someone right there that I can talk to about anything.. who was normally here for me to talk to, he wasn't here, and I relazied.. I am going to have to deal with it now with him being gone.. man I am really going to miss you dalton. I just keep thinking he is going to be here this weekend for jayhawker days, so we will be able to catch up on everything.. but, I mean.. yeah there has been times when I have needed someone to talk to but it hasn't really made me get to the point where it made me reliaze how much he meant to me and everything.. but during the times I needed someone to talk to, Krysten... you have always been there on the net.. or able to read my diary and help me out.. thanks alot.. well.. I guess thats all.. but man I really need to talk to him :'( Shoutouts Krysten- your a great friend Alyssa- you rock Katie- your just a skank.