Okay well.. to start off with this Entry is about Cody Patterson: Well I have figured it out that everytime I get close to where he isn't in my every thought or something like that, I see him or in some way he comes into my life. Today I woke up and someone was knocking on the door.. so I went to go answer it.. and I opened the door and it was Cody.. I said omg I look like shit.. lol.. if felt like an idiot.. but he was like my sister wants to talk to you, I was like alright.. so.. I went and put some shoes on.. and I was really shocked!! so.. i went over and talked to her.. and we ended hanging out for a while.. and now.. I'm back to me crying over him agian.. I hate how he has this powerover me.. that I just fall for him everytime.. but I don't know.. So all day.. I have been kinda sad.. just thinking about his and my past. I broke up with Johnny today to.. so.. I hope that tomorrow is better!