Okay well this thing just messed up and deleted what.. I wrote grr.. okay.. well.. I went to a cheer sleep over and we went to the movies they movies are really funny.. okay.. well.. Saturday night.. after I got back from the lake with Mason.. Camerron came down and saw me.. he asked me out that night.. But.. now.. I am having the problem.. I don't know if I realy want to be with him.. but.. I don't know... yesterday when i went to go see him.. I didn't want to be there.. I made the excuse that I had homework to do.. I mean seriously..its not that I don't that I dont' like him.. I just don't think that I am liking him as a boyfriend.. I don't know.. But when I was with him.. all I could think about was Chris and Matt Wright.. yep I like Matt Wright.. I don't know.. I am so stupid when it comes to these things. but now.. I dont' know what I should do about camerron cause.. I don't know if I should break up with him. I not scared to break up with him... because.. I'm not worried about what he will say.. its about what his friends would say.. cause.. I get along with his friends and I don't want to piss them off.. cause.. this one girl could kick my ass if she wanted to.. :| hmm.. ohh well...If anyone one has any advice It'd be great if you could help me! Shout outs Krysten- I haven't talked to ya much this year But hope school is going good for ya!