alright.. well.. I know that you guys are all probably man all she ever talks about is guys.. but.. I mean everything with my friends is awesome.. and I mean.. I am always busy..but I am always confused about guys.. and everything.. so.. that is why I wright about it in here.. cause I can't keep it bottled up.. well this weekend at the fair.. I saw sam and cody agian.. I talked to sam.. but cody wouldn't talk to me.. and it seems like when I see cody.. I fall for him all over agian.. cause I havent' ever quit liking him.. even when I try.. well. he wouuldn't talk to me.. so I asked sam about it and he thinks that I was spreading rumors about him and his sister.. but I wasn't.. god I hated it.. cause he wouldn't talk to me.. there is so much I want to tell him.. but even if I went to talk to him about it.. I dont' think that it would do any good and now.. I hate living in his old house.. cause I have so many memories here..and I have his room to.. its hard.. Cody looks a little different now.. he has his head shaved..and he is alot taller and hotter.. I was talkign to georgia ealier.. and I told her that I wish that I could be over him like he is over me.. but I don't know.. I guess that I sould stop.. thinking about that.. cause its just going to make me cry.. well.. today I went to wal* mart and I got a new pool stick.. and bow wows cd.. it is awesome.. well.. I am going to go.. cause I have to go pack cause I am leaving for colorado tomorrow.. lol.. later!